Am I under the weather?

The past days have been pretty much a bundle of blah days for me. I don't know but for some strange reason I am so forlorn-- not just sad and depressed but more like abandoned. But what makes it stranger is that I can't quite pin down "what" or "who" did the abandoning and there are no leads, everything is just right where it is on happy days. I almost feel like my system is playing tricks on me. I don't know if environmental factors play a role in this scheme because HK weather the past week has not been encouraging to say the least. Everyday this week, I come from office to the apartment straight to my pajamas. Monday it was relaxing, Tuesday I was feeling a bit too rested and come Wednesday, it was evoking all these feelings in me. It's not not like I have a shortage of people to call and go out with but I don't know, I felt reclusive. But It's over. I'm going out tonight. :)